Wednesday, December 21, 2011

City-Esteem and the Grand Scheme















Phases of development for cities - population growth, geographical expansion, production...these things are always in flux. Ok so we know this. Different cities experience these phases at different times. I have lived in seven cities throughout my life - all at different phases in their existence. The first four I took at face value - they didn't seem to lack in cultural or economic propensity - either this or I just wasn't paying attention. These places were doing well (Nashville, Baltimore, Boston, Glasgow, plus lots of time in DC). Then I moved to Knoxville, a town with great potential. I lived within walking distance of downtown and frequented places that crossed my path with other downtowners. I quickly gained a sense of community and felt empowered by people's hope for what could be. Knoxville has never been a big city. Of course it is relative, but I believe the current population for the downtown area is just over 100,000. I love Knoxville, but after four years of living there, I lost a little steam for trying to get things off the ground and I left for New York.

Now, the thing about New York is that it is a type of center for the universe. People from every culture live there and you will interact with these people on your commute to various parts of the boroughs. Aside from that you walk among people from every financial background - from money you've never dreamt of to poverty you never want to know. New York is truly the melting pot - salad bowl - salsa supreme of culture, religion, money, style, and opinion; but it is not THE center of the universe, as it often thinks it is. I tried to remember this, living there, but there are so many times a day you say "WOW!" that anywhere else can easily bore you. What's my point? Just that New York may be at its peak for city-ness. It has a sense of accomplishment that cities like Knoxville aspire to. Not that Knoxville wants to be New York, but every city wants its people to be proud of it.

Pride. This brings me to Detroit, where I am, now. There are some who'd challenge this, but Detroit is a city in decline. I recently got a subscription to the local paper and, yes, the city is seriously thinking about declaring bankruptcy. Now, for lots of young people living downtown buying up buildings, trying to revitalize it and redefine it - it is very much an alive city - and I support these people 100% - but in the grand scheme of things, Detroit's peak moment has come and gone.

It's a very common topic around here, which is what brings me to write anything about this. When I first showed up I noticed that people are obsessed with having pride for Detroit, even if they don't live downtown. I couldn't tell if it was rooted in insecurity or if they really believed it to be a great city. People were making art about it, talking about it, writing about it......all in a very direct and literal way. I started to get tired of hearing about it, actually. It's exhausting to ask so many questions that don't have short answers. That's not to say I don't believe that people are changing the city - it HAS to change. I just wanted to point out that it's a strange phase for a city to be in. It's uncomfortable. Cities aren't good at falling apart. That's not what they're meant to do - or is it? Isn't it natural for things to be part of a cycle, a chain of life?

I think so. And that would mean even the decline of Detroit is a positive thing. These young people wouldn't be so proud if it weren't.

I'm not from here. I don't know if I'll stay here, but I'm happy to be here, now, and do what I'm doing and have it be, in some way, a small piece of what is going on. I'm happy that I've lived so many places, too, because I feel it allows me to make the comparison of one place to another - to then see cities as they see themselves and how they all really fit into one, grand scheme.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Philosophy of looking up

New project.
Full scale tree, made of paper, set in a tall and narrow space.
100% white.
Why white? Because the reflectance of white allows for you to see every detail - the quality of a surface, of a material.

Why a tree?
Well, I saw an image on an architect's website that had a white tree on it and since trees are among my favorite things in life, I said "hey why not".

But as it is with all things you are drawn to but do not understand, the process of exploring it must unravel some of the mystery.

In the past year I have been thinking about the act of looking up.

I have begun to construct a false science about this (aka philosophy) that when you look up certain things happen.

1. Typically more light enters the eye, because typically light comes from zenith, and more light makes for less tiredness.
2. Your windpipe opens - allowing more air to come in.
3. Your view becomes uncluttered - there is a ceiling, or a sky.......not much to confuse you....and so you empty your thoughts for just a moment.
4. The act of lifting the chin invites a sense of pride or confidence.

These things I find to be physiologically positive, and so, with this tree made of paper, the viewer will (after removing their shoes - because shoes are a hindrance to energy flow) step into a space that forces them to simply look up. The light between the paper leaves may be visual clutter, but hopefully it will have the same effect of campfire, or ripples in a stream on a sunny day - it will mesmerize.

We'll see. I'll post new images as things progress.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

100 Valentines Project

If you're reading this you've probably received one of the hundred valentines I made this year. Now let me tell you why I did this.

People say Valentine's Day is a Hallmark Holiday, created to increase profit for the Hallmark Card Company, but I don't care and it's irrelevant to me even if that IS the case.

Valentine's Day is my favorite holiday because:
1. Pink and red is my favorite color combination - so happy and full of energy
2. I love glitter and valentine kitsch
3. It's about LOVE, and I don't think it has to be about romantic love, but love in general - for friends and family as well as lovers

What better way to show someone you love them than by making them something. The most valuable thing to make is time. I would say food is runner up. But for far away valentines, tokens of creativity suffice.

Now - let's consider materials - paper, glitter, glue, paint, stickers, pencils, scissors, tape - easy breezy and cheap! We are surrounded by paper in our culture. We are bombarded with catalogs, magazines, flyers, menus, business cards, wrapping paper, newspapers.........here is a wealth of material just waiting to be reused! And let me tell you, 100% of all 100 valentines are reused material.

On many cold cold nights in Brooklyn in my studio I was tearing, cutting, pasting thousands of paper bits together - translating the anonymity of consumer culture into unique, personal messages.






Saturday, January 8, 2011

Studio Space in Brooklyn




Hooray! I've landed a studio! It's at Fountain Studios, where my husband has his printing studio....and it is a 2 minute walk from our home. The rent is very affordable however I cannot do any welding, here.


I have 150 sq ft, a window, and a heater. It came with table and shelf.......there is a wood shop in the basement, and the people there are awesome!

So far I am drawing - investigating what it is about the bulb shape I have been attracted to for so long. In college I made piles, which are bulb-shaped, and then with lighting, the A lamp is a perfect pear/teardrop/bulb shape, as well. So I am exploring - drawing - casting things in resin - making canvases - wrapping things with paper strips - and making a few valentines, as well (my favorite holiday, only because I love pink and red together so much!)